a tear shall from these eyes
as i weep in silent nights
For the love i once had harbored
shall never be answered in its turn
Now this thing with in my heart
I bind it slowly to feel no more
For i loved him deep and truly
where others had only lusted
Slowly now i kill it here
in my heart where i once held
him oh so dear could it change
how i seem I know not only these things
never was i good enough
Never shall it seem I'll be
what he desires to hold his heart
