When insecurities rise
And all your passion inside dies
I cant seem to fall asleep without crying
All those around me lying
Father time tic tocking away
Wasted day by day
In a cage trapped by my own fears
Always hiding back the tears
Trying to make the best of it
Never the courage to make the final split
Doing whats best for others
As would any good mother
Never doing anything for myself
Putting my hopes and dreams on the backshelf
Resentment rising to the top
Fits of rage not knowing how to make them stop
Wanting more out of life
Tension so thick you could cut it with a knife
Yelling Screaming Arguing it never stops
Neighbors threatning to call the cops
Thats it never again will i allow myself to be hurt
Dig a hole bury my feelings deep in the dirt
From now on I will have thick skin
Never loving again will be my final sin
