Conflictions always inside of me
Who am I suppose to be?
Two halves playing the role
Compulsions, I cant control
I see myself, no longer as real
With this loss I feel
A whole life of corruption
I am my own destruction
I'm screaming out
I'm reaching out
I need some answers
to find myself
I'm holding out
I'm falling out
I deny the reality
I've lost my identity
Two people inside of me
The other I can't see
Who the hell am I suppose to be?
Inside the voices I can hear
Only myself, I see in the mirror
These cuts that bleed on the outside
Is from the other that I hide
The urge is taking over
Who's inside of me?
Who am I to be?
inherited from my mother
neurotic is the other
I'm hearing the voices
their making my choices
A whole life of corruption
I am my own destruction
Im screaming out
Im reaching out
I need some answers
to find myself
Im holding out
Im falling out
I deny the reality
I've lost my identity
Im screaming out
to find the answers
Im reaching out
to find myself
Im holding out
denying the reality
Im falling out
Lost my identity
By:Stacey Forrester
(Thanks to the other for inspiration)