shameka's blog: "need some friends"

yes right now my life is sucking. i am on the verge of a nervous breakdown. my roommate is moving out and i am still behind on bills and dont have a job yet. what am i going to do is all i can think about. i know i have asked for advice before and i would like the advice and help of my friends. i want to get out of this depression stage i am in. it is tearing me apart. i am trying my best not to break down and cry but it is so hard.you know sometimes i just feel like giving up but i know i cant. i know i need to be strong for myself. but you know i think right now the only things that are keeping me going and staying strong is my friends and my nieces and nephews and sister and sister in law.

hey everyone my sister needs some help with voting on a pic of my twin nieces i would kindly apperciate it if you guys can help her out. the website is www.americanbaby.com their entry number is 1960100005. thanks you guys you can vote up to 5 times and today is the last day to vote but i am begging for you guys to help her out.

fuck it all i am giving up on everything that i ever wanted and dreamed about having and i am giving up on everyone. so have fun everyone enjoy your lives to the fullest. may god bless all the soldiers. I GIVE UP. I CANT DO ANYTHING RIGHT FOR ANYONE SO I JUST GIVE THE FUCK UP.

you know what i am not going to let whats going on run me off this site i will just stand strong but i wouldnt believe what other people has to say about me unless it is coming from my sister and my friend jolene or nick them 3 have known me the longest so if anyone has any questions go to them or me before asking anyone else on my friends, family or fan and fans of list thanks a whole lot. someone made me realize i should not be running away so im staying here if you have a problem with me come to me first no one else if you wanna start drama on me you can go to fucking hell and die for all i care.

i am saying good bye to all of you i have had fun while i was on here but i think it is best for me to just let this account go and never to come back on here again since there has been some problems so goodbye thanks to all of you that have been great and rated all my pics and left me comments i wont forget yall. i hope everyone has a nice and enjoyable life.

i hate to be treated like shit and done wrong. everyone knows i am a nice person and i dont do what i dont want to do so who ever it is trying to knock me down go for it cause whever you are and you are supposedly a friend of mine your wrong cause you are missing with someones feelings.

why does it seem like everyone is out to get me may i ask? i have not done anything wroon here to anyone not a single so. but yet i am getting my life destroyed here by some stupd ignorant people.

why does life have to be so difficult eapecially when you are trying to start a relationship and just loose your job. i feel so damn depressed right now and dont know what to do about it. if anyone has any advice for me please feel free to. i am out looking for new jobs and it is hard to deal with especially when i am under a lot of stress. i need all the advice and help i can get thanks everyone...

hi everyone. i was just leaving a blog to let everyone know that you can add me if you like i am always looking to make new friends. i just need a bunch of friends so i can talk to when i am lonely and bored and to just talk to all the time thanks everyone.