Written by me (Peek A Boo)
Unspoken Words
It's the middle of the afternoon and my mind has been engulfed into a land that only seems to bring visions of you. Your standing there in your blue jeans and t-shirt with that sexy smirk you always display. I can see in your eyes there's a desire, a desire that only you and I seem to understand. Your silence says I want you yet; you aren’t sure how to proceed. Your eyes dance around my body as your mind says how do I start? I can see you trembling as many thoughts race threw your mind it’s a moment you’ve been waiting for and now your scared to start. “Dear God, can this be happening?” you silently think to yourself, shake your head in disbelief and softly whispering, “This just can’t be real?” Taking your hand into mine I softly whisper, “This is real, the time has come!” as I lay a light kiss upon your cheek. I step-back, look deep into your eyes only to see our passions dancing in unison as we exchange our longings threw unspoken words. Silent words that say “take me and love me like we have always desired!”
A smile breaks across your face as you take your hand and lightly glide it along my cheek absorbing the reality of me being there in your arms. My head curves into the gentleness of your palm as I close my eyes and submit to your touch. My body trembling from nerves and anticipation. I hear you whisper, “What’s wrong?” I slowly open my eyes, look back into yours and timidly say “nothing” as a silent single tear streams down my face. “Then what’s the tear for?” you ask as your thumb wipes it away. Sincerely I whisper, “I’m happy.” As I turn my head and kiss the palm of your hand. Your thumb moves from my dampened cheek to the outline of my lips tracing them with the remaining moisture from my tear. A nervous breath releases from your lips as you look into my eyes and murmur, “I’m happy too.” Lifting my chin, you pull me closer and lightly press your lips against mine. Silently another tear escapes from the corner of my eye, tracing it’s way down the side of my nose, stopping to linger in the crease of our lips momentarily before it continues its journey down to the side. I feel your embrace tighten as you realize the tears aren’t just happiness, they’re tears of sincerity and undeniable lust.
We’re standing there in each other’s arms absorbing the moment when you break our kiss and whisper, “I love you!” I feel the heat of your breath purr threw the hollows and crevices of my ear as I soak in the words I’ve been longing to hear. “What did I do to deserve you?” I softly say as I lay my head on your shoulder and place a tender kiss upon your neck. You’ve wrapped me up into this dream and somehow I know that only fate has brought us together. My heart yearns for you, my body aches for your touch, you mesmerize my every thought. “Dear lord, why can’t this be real?” I whisper to myself as I realize that I’m alone in my own world where all I want to do is hold you forever and give you the love that you desire. My body arches as my hand begins to explore my body, softly roaming over my breasts as my mind falls back into thoughts of you. “Why do you consume me the way you do?” I think to myself as my fingers glide over my already taunt nipples driving my desire to bring myself to the unknown zone only you can bring me too. Waking me to my unknowing passion and uncovering a pathway that’s been buried for years. A place where I feel free to roam without any worries, to just be me, instead of this person that I have become. A person that’s desired for who she really is not what everyone thinks she is or should be.
“Why do you exist only in my mind?” I wonder as my hands follow the curve of my body letting my mind elude to your imaginary touch. “Wondering if this is how it would feel if you were here next to me?” Touching me, holding me, desiring me. “I need you!” I whisper into the air where the words are only to be heard by the deafened ears of this lonely soul. I’m hypnotized by the way my body tingles, how it shivers and quivers in the wake of our passion as my hand glides along my soft mound, lightly rubbing the small bump of flesh between my legs in slow circular motions. Soft, subtle moans of pleasure roll from deep within me as I absorb the sensations of my hunger for you. The pressure to release myself for you builds; my hips begin to move in sync to the motions of my hand, matching each loving stroke with the right pressure and sensations of my pleasure. You’re the love of my life that’s given me everything I’ve ever wanted and now it’s my turn to give you a token of my love for you. My breath is shaken, body devoured by my feelings of the need to free myself to my hidden dream. My eyes are closed as I concentrate on my destination when I feel another hand on me caressing my breasts. My eyes open and my first reaction is to cover myself when I realize that the extra hand touching me isn’t imaginary. It’s you, your standing there in front of me, touching me, loving me with your eyes. You softly whisper “I’m here, you no longer have to pretend.” I close my eyes and shake my head. “But how?, I’ve only imagined you in my fantasies!” You mum my words by laying a finger across my lips and whisper “Shhhh, it was fate remember?” as you press your lips against mine and take me into your arms.
