TWIZTED COURT's blog: "my writings"

GAMES

You can sit here an play your games.

Let me tell ya,It won't give you fame.

Keep playing the way you do,You'll lose big.

When you do,You'll be crying like a bitch.

I warned you time and time again..

No more,Not now, not ever.

When all is said and done,You'll come out the loser.

I'll be the winner.

WAITING

I'm sitting here..

Waiting...

Waiting for you.

Waiting to know...

To know if you are for real.

If you mean what you say.

Anyone can say as they please..

Yet, a real person backs up what they mean.

I feel that you are real...

I know you love me...

As I love you..

Yet....

I'm sitting here...

Waiting...

Waiting for you.

Waiting to know...

LOVE

Love is a game of chance...

You have to earn it to win it...

Some just take off with it...

Some stick with it...

Others take love for granted.

Whereas I sit here...

Thinking when will it..

When will it finally be,

My time to rise and shine with it.

No more hurting,

No more crying,

No more heartaches.

No more heart breaks.

I've played my chances..

I just want to earn it..

I want to keep it...

I want to run off with it..

Run off and get married...

Start a life...

Make a life!

Love is...

Love is a game of chance...

You have to earn it to win it...

Some just take off with it...

Some stick with it...

HOW CAN I...

 How can I sit here and act like everything is fine?

 When the demons inside my head are eating me alive.

 Can't you see this smile is fake?

 Can't you see my eyes are screaming for help?

 The demons are winning,

I'm losing all hope.

 How can I keep going on like this?

 Life isn't all peaches and cream.

 Deep down all I want to do is SCREAM!!

 The demons are winning,

I am losing all hope.

 How can I...

How can I have let things fall this far?

 How can I?

Because faking everything is fine when it's not...

 Is EASIER than showing you I'm BROKE!

 How can I,

How can I,

How can I?