1409800's blog: "My Writings"

The sweet caress of your pain across my skin

I breathe You  in as you sink deep into my flesh

The pain is what I desire

Fire in the cut

Gimmie the release I need

Let the blood flow

So I know

I want to feel You again dear friend. 

Tears flow, Mix with the blood.

It trickles down my arm towards my finger tips.

I taste it and open the wound wider.

Oh what a sight.

My skin open and full of my own sweet nectar.

It's You I desire and have done for a long time.

Filling every fiber of my being with pain.

You light up my life with the glint of Your blade.

slicing deep and true. 

Cutting through my soul with all of Your might. 

I need this to feel.

I need this to heal. 

Tonight You will be mine dear long lost friend.

The time has come again for Us to be one.

Oh I hope I see the Sun.

Tears

Drowing in my own tears

Living all my worst fears

The sorrow, the heartbreak

Too painful to take

My soul feels broken

Keeping everything inside unspoken

Dry my tears

Heal my soul

Take my fears away and make Me whole

Fragile, Delicate and Pure

Give Me my light 

So I have the power of sight

To see what I can do to put things right.

Don't judge Me for what I do

I am a free spirit

so be it.

I need to mend 

and never bend

to peoples needs and desires

To give them the fuel to feed their inner fires.

Take Me for who I am

Not what You want Me to be.

If You don't like Me 

Then leave me be.

Yeah I make mistakes 

But we all do.

I was put on this god forsaken planet for a reason

I'm yet to discover why

I just want to fly so high 

I can touch the clouds 

Feel the sun on my pale skin 

Feel the warmth fill my whole being.

It's an awesome feeling being in love.

Being told I'm Beautiful

I deem it dutiful to be faithful.

Keep those I hold dear close.

I feel like I'm in a dream 

But how can I be, I feel pain, I feel Happiness and I feel Joy.

I'm not some kind of toy

that can be played with then discarded broken at the bottom of the box

My heart is a lock and You hold the key.

Keep it safe and for the whole world to see

How much You do indeed love Me.

Thank you for reading

Impy x0x0x

The burning light of my soul burns so bright
It's in clear sight
My whole being feels like it's on fire
burning and yearning with desire
Give Me Your love
Fill Me with the Fuel I need to burn brighter
I can feel You in my heart
I can feel You under my skin
It itches slightly
Is it such a Sin
To want and need You so badly
Keep the flames going 
So I can be a beacon of Our love.
Let Me soar as high as a Dove
This feels amazing.
What We have You and I.
It's clear as day how We feel.
But it can only be Fubar my love.
But We fit like a pair of Gloves 
Tight and snug
I feel like Your little love bug.
It's an awesome feeling.
Your always Impy 

Bringer of light

Eclipses everything else

Awe and Amazement

Utterly devine

Truthful and precious

Idealisic 

Full of Sunshine 

Ultimate and Pure of soul and heart

Loving until the end of everything

My Prayer
Our Father

Odin Be thy name

Valhalla Be thy home

You give Us Mead

You give Us Meat

Let Me pray to You

Hear Me Oh Almighty Father

Give Me the strenght

Give Me the Might

Lets Win this fight.

Blessed Be Your Sword

And You Shield

Please hear my War Cry.

Heed My call 

Answer My Prayer oh All Father.

Keep Me safe, Keep Me from Harm.

Bless My Family and who I hold close to my heart.

FIIIIIGHT !!!!!

Sitting here in my tree.Wondering what the life of a bird would be like.

Soaring into the sky with all my other bird friends, hoping today never ends.

I miss my love, Oh a Dove. So pretty and serene. Pure silver and green.

I would love to see You right now and just wrap You up in my Wings.

Keep You safe from all the bad things. Bless our lives Dear Odin.

Keep Us all safe under Your power. From this hour from this day.

My heart is open enough to say. Never hurt Me. Never run away.

My life is blessed with many True beings I like to call My Family.

I love each and everyone of You.

Impy/Amy 

Me

Standing in the middle of no where

Trying to let out a scream

Nothing comes out I just want to shout

The pressure is building up inside of Me

Like a raging can of bumblebees

The pain is intense 

I need to let it out

I pray to Odin every night

Oh please let Me shout

Let it all out 

I can't Cry

I don't know why

The tears just won't fall

Not this time, maybe not at all.

I don't know what to do

maybe sit an stew

So not my style

this is going to take a while 

So I'm gonna keep it Dweazy

Take it easy.

Be the Duchess 

Fuck the rest

I am Me

This is who I should be

If You don't like Me

then leave Me be

If You hate Me then stay away

If You love Me then never Stray

I will always Be Impy. 

Yeah I maybe moody

I maybe broody

But this pain is So crazy

It makes my brain feel hazy

Just help me heal 

So I can deal.

Back to being Me 

And who I should Be