851332's blog: "My writings,poetry and somewhat called lyrics..."

I give, and you take, I only ever made one big mistake, I gave you my heart and you broke it, broke it I gave you my trust,but found out your love,was lust. I gave you my all, and you never broke my fall, oh no baby you let me fall down so now you wanna come around But were through, I'm so over you I can see the way you lie,the way you made me cry, and i just can't take that hurt again. So there aint no way im ever letting you in my heart again, I gave,and regret, but, you aint' betting now were through, your clear as glass baby, and i see right through u...

His death, was sudden His love, and I'llness it was tragic. And his life was in the hands of Fate. His love for god, he never doubted, His love for us, I'll never forget. The greatest uncle I miss him never thought he'd be gone, can't wait to see him again. May your love,follow me, May your soul rest in peace. ~Heather~

Loves a gift,not an obligation. Loves not a negotiation. Loves about comprimising. Loves going to leave you with a brokenheart sometimes. Loves a barrel of Laughs & Cries. Loves really cruel sometimes. Loves leaving memories. Loves left me in second place,right behind, Loves not forgiving you. Loves already left me. Loves blinded,and i'm still laying here. Loves not now, Loves really not knowing,what happens next, Loves already lost in time. Loves already split right down the line. Loves not always right, Loves leaving you like before. Loves taken me Loves given you Loves Forgave, Loves nearly impossible to replace, Loves like ours, destiny & fate erased...

How can you do the best with what you have, when you have nothing? How is nothing something, when you have nothing inside? I'll give you a piece of my mind I'll pour myself a glass of wine I'll let you keep wasting your own time I'll let you go ahead and keep talking This is when I start walking maybe,its just hopeless,hoping you'll come around This is me blocking out the sound, of your big mouths, Keep Talking... I wont hear you I can't listen to this can you read the words off my lips??? You can't make something out of nothing, You can't touch and reach for something thats not here. I waited half my life, for grandparents like you to love but, you never came around and I dont need u no more. I can't cry anymore when you hurt me I dont care about you, you let me down Everytime. And i've been wasting my Life, my heart, and now i'm living it apart from you.

I breathe, and you suck the life from within me I see, who you really are, But, I know who you used to be when nobody else could see you A guy like you stands out too into him self to care, you played it out. And I was to naive to see, when i was "18". I never knew the screwed up side to you everything u used to do. So who can you Trust? Who can you Love? Where can you Go,When nobody sees the tears falling down your cheeks? Where can you Escape the bitterness? Well, fate never brought you back and my whole world fell apart and nothing ever felt the same since that day,that year. Where did this go wrong? Whose to know what might have happend had I stayed What happends next? Who cares about anyone now? Its clear to see you never gave a damn about me. Theres no escape when your already gone. Its like you were never here. And I know its 3 yrs too late in Life searching for answers, that never existed all along.

I hear your call I'm so sick of you,when you call me I can't think of anything,but, how to get rid of u I doubt it will ever end your stuck to me,like glue sticks to a shoe,I feel abused talking to you. I dont want you to know i exist, your always here, even when im pissed you hang around when you arent missed. I leave you alone, but, you still call me on t he phone what the hell is wrong with you? I'm not sure where this Began now i'm telling you,me and u never existed this whole thing is twisted and all i want is this to end...

I'm sittin home all alone, another love gone wrong. Another time,another place A new day a different face another way to make it through, Its like starring in a mirror looking at you. When I see myself looking back. Nothing ventured,nothing gained I can't feel the pain. Another knife cutting through, its just like you, to leave me life before you standing right in front of me all I needed, left me falling to my knees.