i love therefore i am love's blog: "my world!"

i see you and my heart skips a beat. i feel a moment without you , is a moment i dare not keep.i look to you for all the love . and i am so convinced you were sent from above.you fill me with an inner peace.like the chains on my heart have been released.and there is nothing i wouldn't do. to spend every moment here with you. you have brought upon my life a reason to live. all i have to offer you is the love i can give.and,to hold your hand caressed in mine, we will love until the end of time. i will offer you the moon and stars, to have the love i feel in my heart.and give you the stars to shine in your eyes, and the moon that will light your heart to mine.i long to see the smile upon your face, and feel your skin so soft as we embrace.as passions of the heart come in to play, i want to make you mine every day. to spend a life with you would sure be grand. all you have to do is take my hand. and as i lead you into my heart . i know our love will never part. i don't say much , but i swear this much is true.with all my heart and my soul, my love belongs to you!

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i see you holding your head down and crying in your hands i walk over to you and gently touch your hand with a smile you look up and my heart skipped a beat from that moment on, you were a part of me i'm not much to look at , but , i swear this much is true never again will you ever have to hide the tears behind you i lie in bed each night and hold you in my arms wrapping my love around you , keeping you safe and warm and the nights are cold and lonely without you by my side these words i say to you are the emotions i try to hide with one touch of your hand you bring me to my knees and with one kiss from your lips,is all i'll ever need i see a forever in your eyes that comes from a love deep inside and when you smile , my body trembles beauty of a rose , it does resemble and when i kiss your lips my heart it overflows with a love that only you and i could know passions of the heart when we embrace a thousand sleepless nights i would gladly take to keep you from feeling one ounce of sadness another minute without you is just madness i lie awake each night with you on my mind with a replay of kissing you , a thousand times you brought me to my knees from "hello" and from that moment on my heart would not let go of you and all the love that i see the love we now share between you and me questions of the heart millions of stars up in the sky. on which one shall i wish tonight? maybe the small one , dim and witty? maybe the big one , bright and pretty? whichever shall i choose to fill this pain? which one can grant the wish to stop this pain? could it be i rely on hope, to escape the pain i have invoked? whatever the case,i hope to see. the day my true love comes to me! the storm is coming another night without you here i stand in the rain to hide away my tears why must i feel (so alone) will you ever (come back home) save me save me from this fear and the heartache of not having you here i hold out my hand but you just kept pulling away come back girl and save me it has been too long since you left this empty home without you here i just can't go on why'd you go (so far away) i need your love (everyday) save me save me from this fear and the heartache of not having you here i held out my hand but you just kept pulling away come back girl and save me bridge and now your gone and i can't face the day without your love - ^^^^^^ --- >>>>> i'm wasting away (step down "away" ex: a waaa (step down "away" ex: a waaaaa aaa ayyyy solo this thing is strong much more stronger than me but here i stay until you come back to me as my eyes (long to see your face) to remember the love (that will never be replaced) chorus+ i would hang your picture like a mural in my heart for only me to see on those cold and lonely nights so that way it can comfort me until you are in my arms. when you fall from heaven into my arms, i will catch you and lay you softly upon the cloud from which you fell. given the chance, i would always be your one and only . but, that would obviously be in your heart ! i can see myself devoting myself to you , but , the question is,will your hearty let me in? i got a picture of you to keep me warm and happy until i get to touch your face and kiss those beautiful lips that hide that georgeous smile.

this little poem means alot to me! it makes me tear up when i read it! plz tell me your feelings on it? Why do you have to go?,was what she said on that cold september day. it wasn't me, my parents took a job somewhere far away! we were 13, thinking our lives wouldn't revolve without each other, hand in hand. through the window, as we drove away, i watched and i cried as her tears fell like rain. and she said, "i won't let go! i'll be right there when you come home.by your side,i will stay until the day i die!" 13 years had passed, a single parent far from his past.his heart is heavy. cause he misses his teenage love immensly.with time off work, he gets his little girl and they go, to that little town,where he fell in love, to find the one he's been thinking of.she was working in a country type cafe'.she couldn't believe her eyes,they were face to face!13 years have come and gone!when their eyes met, the love was still just as strong!she sat in the corner , holding a picture tight.she said,"god took her from me! one year ago tonight!" "the cancer spread. it was too much to control!". "she held on as long as she could, till she just let go!'"she was a fighter , in every sense of the word!""she was only 3", a little voice she heard.his daughter said"don't you worry ! she's happy and she's free! i'll bet you she is flying under an angels wing!"the little girl put her hand in hers,handed her a teddy, and said"when my mommy died, this teddy,it was hers! both him and her sat there , looking so confused!the little girl said,"when i miss my mommy, i hold my teddy too!" see, her mother passed away when she as only 2 now shes 4, he's not sure,exactly what to do!the little girl said"don't worry daddy! i'm a big girl now! you are my one and only! daddy, you make me proud!"the woman looked into his eyes and he into hers!through their pains andd miseries,their hearts had re-emerged!there he was , now 86 years old!the girl, his teenaged love, he married-and together they grew old! they had 2 more children,and settled not so far away.they had a great life,until yesterday! he pulled the shades up, but his wife did not wake up! he held her gently , as he started to break up!now the family strains, to deal with the loss!6 pictures and a ragged teddy , was that she did want. a picture of him sara , brad, and june!and a picture of the child that god took , named sue. then, there is one of them ,the day before he moved. they were so in love, 76 years , and that love held so true! as they laid her in the ground, the children, they began to weep.he told them, "it'll be alright, just you wait and see!cause now she's with sue,and flying under her wings!" but, the next day they found him , he had died in his sleep. it was more than they could bare, 2 parents in eternal sleep.the doctors didn't know? they said, he was solid in every part! "THAT'S A LIE!"sara said!"he died of a broken heart!" By: Jack Pardue C 2004

It was morning on September 9, That's the day i lost my mind. How could this be, happening to me. My wife, my son, my baby girl, 2 years old and bouncing curls. Why would he, take them away from me? When you lose the ones you love so much. Nothing seems to matter much. You keep asking,"Where'd i go wrong? And even on your brightest day, the clouds they turn your blue to grey. Then, your shining light, Is gone. She was my wife of seven years, through the laughter and the tears. Through the maybe's, and the babies. Next, it was my only son. He wanted to grow up and run, for president. God, he was heaven sent. I'd tuck them in, kiss them goodnight. They would wake at morning's light. but that's gone, and, i'm all alone. And,as the final casket's closed, I have no one there to hold. And their shining light, Is gone. And there she is, my little girl. My light, my whole world. Never got a start, final piece of my heart. I would sit and hold her tight. In my arms till' morning's light. Nothing will replace, soft skin on my face. As people stand and say goodbye, I ask god,"Why, Oh why, did you take three, should've been me". And now i'm here in the dark, with the broken pieces of my heart. And, my shining lights, are gone.

as only a small few of you know, i am no stranger to cherrytap! this is my new profile. my original profile is - http://www.cherrytap.com/user/491192 . i had too many people on there and i could never get the opportunities to talk to everybody. so, i made this profile and only took a few with me from there. there were some on there whom i didn't want to know. but, if you get the chance, stop by there and show some love. i will be attending to both. so, either one you will be able to get a hold of me. if you want to see more pix of me, go to the other site. i am getting back to what truly matters - FRIENDS and the warmth of having and talking to my friends .so, leave me some love on either profile. k. love you guys! later

i used to think that you were going to be there forever i always knew that there wasn't a storm we couldn't weather then you had to leave and left me to face it all alone when i look around at these four walls i can't help but feel that this house is not a home why did you leave me, and where did you go all these years together and i have nothing to show we were there for each other since we were kids and we always had each other in times like this but now i see you and it is time to say goodbye at times like now all i can do is cry it is so hard letting go of you and everything we've been through but it will be ok, i will be there to help you through i will go for now but i will come back to you one day we will find the love that we lost someday i brought you flowers just to show that my love is still strong no need to worry about it, i will place them on your stone . this is for anyone who has ever lost thier loved one. may you see a brighter tomorrow and always know that they will always be with you. if not in flesh, then by memory. god bless you,

as i lie here with you tonight! and we watch the stars so bright.i turn to you and say,that i love you , i need you, i wanna kiss you all night long! and you, you put my heart next to yours and gave yourself to me.and from that moment,i knew you would be the one.a few years down the road, a little girl in tow,we had a perfect family.she would smile so bright , and give us kisses every night.say her prayers ,and i would tuck her in, saying,"daddy, i love you!",with a grin.and i would come to you,still a slave for you,and love the world away.and a few years later,a son came to our lives.with a heart big enough for you and i,and with a love that we had always known. he played ball with me ,and helped you with other things. gave us love every minute, never a moment without them in it,and still they never asked for nothing more than what we had.and now they've grown up, with a life of their own.and here we are , all alone,still loving the world away! you turn to me with your hand in mine,saying we will love till the end of time.and i smile back at you, with a loving smile so true.and say"forever,till death do us part!" and we sit in our chairs,so in love without a care,and we loved the days away!