Well, life is GREAT, what can I say? I've got a great guy in my life (FINALLY) that just adores me. This is the best feeling. It's been along time coming. Alot of crap has happened in the past year and I really need a good end of the year. My love life has been, umm-well, for the best words-EXHAUSTING for both me and everyone that has been in my life. Between Misty and Lois, those two poor girls have been thru hell and back (and they are both married! Thank goodness for single friends girls--we keep you on your toes!)
I am so ready to settle down and just let this man love me so much that I can't even think about my past. It's just so not worth it. I have been really thinking about all of the crap that I've been allowing into my life---so many negative things. I think I forgot about what I wanted out of my life. Just to be able to raise great kids, have a man that LOVES me, and have a life that makes me think that I'm the luckiest woman on the earth to be able to wake up everyday!
Anyone who really really knows me, can tell you about my life. It's been kinda crappy but I have alot of faith that God is blessing me with the people in my life. He puts them there and I decide who to keep in it. I'm so thankful for my kids, my friends, my Joshy Poo, and my family-even though I really don't care to be around most of them....I still wouldn't be who I am, without each of them touching my heart and teaching me something different.
I've learned alot of lessons from my friends--Misty and Lois--YES! I DO learn something from you each time you tell me "Wanda, don't do that!" "Wanda, that's a bad idea!" "Wanda, your getting in over your head, you won't be able to swim!"--YES ladies, I DO listen to you, but I have to learn it all by myself---Wanda is STUBBORN--and you both know that. That is what makes me be me and what makes you both love me so much! I can't even let you know how much you mean to me, but I really do try!
Well....I'm ending this.....I am saying a prayer for my family, friends and for my personal situation. I know if this is God's will then it WILL happen!
I love you all and thanks for being there for me!
