The Jesiness's blog: "My uncontrolled rambles!!!"

took my tabe test this morning.. i think i did ok. cant wait till friday to see how i did. i am going to be starting school in August to be a CNA.

work still sucks... home life is getting worse.. aiden will be 2 this weekend... doing her party next weekend... have some awesome new friends that just started working with me... the whole kitchen thinks im a traitor cuz i really like talking to one of the new servers.. lmao its like high school and cliques.... about to start a new book... trying to figure out a way to buy my bus ticket... gotta find a way to get rid of some roomies wish i were rich the i wouldnt have to make ends meet... ummm that is all... FOR NOW

Today was really shitty. Everything just seemed to go wrong. my pay check sucked.. now im short on rent. work blew the other prep cook called off and out list was double a normal list for some odd reason. my best friend wrecked his truck, and when i came home and checked the mail my electric bill was there.. and its $260. OMG.. its double what my highest bill ever was. if my day keeps going like this i might just have to kill someone :(

Cant shake this yuck feeling i keep getting. I wish it would just go away. im thinking maybe its just the hot weather. its so nasty lately. hot as hell, rain for 10 seconds, even hotter. I hate FL.

hate the bees more than ever!! cant wait to find a new slave labor job!!!!

So this site seems to be better than myspace by a mile! people are friendlier, and there seems to be more activity. maybe i will just drag all of my friends here!!!