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Moketta's blog: "My Thought's"

created on 08/16/2010  |  http://fubar.com/my-thought-s/b335303

So.................. I have so many thing's going through my head, so I decided to jot some of them down.

I look into the mirror, and I see this body look back at me. Her hair is long, her skin is pale and cold , and her eyes show wisdom beyond her years. They also show a sadness that she doesn't think will ever be removed.... She sees a body desired by some, but rejected by many. She sees a heart beat beneath thin skin, and she wonders at times, why it still does. It is so cold, and can be so hard. She has been called mom, sister, daughter, lover, wife, and BITCH... She has been taken, loved, used, and abused. These eyes have seen death, life, abuse, and care. This body has felt the tender touch of a new born, and the rough skin of an elder. It has felt the gentle caress of a lover, and the pain of someone that wants to harm her. She sees scars that brought life into the world, and also made her feel less of a woman. She wonders how anyone could want or desire what she sees.....She can cause you pain, or pleasure. She can make you desire her, or despise her all with one look. But she feels empty. She feels alone. She feels like the only thing she can do right, is do everything wrong.
So I decide to turn away from the mirror, and put my cloths back on. I step out into the hall where I'm greeted by my son, and an I LOVE YOU MOMMY... So I will play the part of a HAPPY mommy, and silently cry inside...
This is just some of what is in my head..And those that know me, or have taken the time to know me, will understand this.

LOVE YA!!!

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