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I miss you I miss being overwhelmed by you And I need rescue I think I'm fading away But I keep thinking that you'll wake me up with a whisper in my ear I keep hoping that you'll sneak in my room So I wait and I wait And I run old scenes through my tired head Of the days we laid by the school and said forever Was that the best I'll ever be I miss you I miss talking all night long with you And I need this to find a way to your home My love can you hear me Have I been hoping loud enough, wishing hard enough Can you see me when I'm asleep all alone - alone So I wait and I wait And I run myself in the same old circles I sit and I stare And I run old scenes through my tired head Of the days that we laid by the school and said forever Was that the best I'll ever be Can't keep my hands from shaking Stumbling through the wreckage again But you're gone So I wait and I wait And I run myself in the same old circles And I sit and I stare And I run old scenes through my tired head Of the days that we laid on our backs and said forever Was that the best I'll ever be Was that the best I'll ever be Was that the best I'll ever be

Breathe in. Breathe out I'm trying.. Calm down. Breathe. Just continue breathing. She is gone. Say it. I don't want to cry again. Just cry. I can't breathe. You need to breathe. Don't think about her last breath. Close your eyes. Wash away those images. I can't. This is a dream right? No, she is gone. Say it. Tick...tick ...tick.. What is that? It's the clock. We are almost finished. I want to leave. Take a deep breathe. I am tired Can I leave? I don't want to talk anymore. It's ok, just breathe. Why can't I just stop breathing? Because, she wouldn't want you too. So, what should I do? Just keep breathing. I can't. sHe is gone.