I still can't get to sleep.
The days and nights have become one.
My body is weary.
And I can't seem to pin-point why.
There are reasons I wish for.
Reasons I dread.
I might not make sense here.
At least not to you.
My loneliness is consuming me.
Creating a cold, dark, empty void.
I do have love in my life.
But it isn't complete.
My heart is open, wanting, longing.
Beating a song.
Can't you hear the music?
It is so loud on my end.
I can't take the din.
I need the quietness of another heart.
I was made to love deeply.
Yet, I'm being denied.
God I need to sleep.
But when I wake up, the music will still be there.
I hope it will be a new song.
