I lost my husband on 03.19.08 he took his own life without even a word to anyone. I have lost my soulmate I dont know how me and his children are supposed to make it through this.. people tell me it will come with time.. I dont know if I have enough time to ever heal.. I loved him no matter what he was my life, my soul, and my reason for happiness.. I want to thank all the people who have supported me in this time of need and have tried to help the hurt in any way possible. I will always love you Eric and will miss you to the point no one can understand unless you have been there.. love you always .. your wife Tania
I wrote this weeks after his death and it still rings true..