why is it that the emotions i feel are deemed a lie, and yet the actions I am forced to take are taken as truth? When did the change happen that turns life into a cess pool of confusion and misunderstandings?
Are the desires I feel and the yearning that burn in me that unacceptable? i know i'm not alone in this, and yet i'm told "You're not real" If i'm not real, what am I? If this love isn't real, and this soul isn't true - what is?
We all fuck up in life, that's a simple fact - but why do I do it so well? And why am i not able to rectify the disaster i've caused? I am so sorry for all that I am and feel and fuck up.
