My life for years has been solely involved with my son, since i got custody of him. we have hunted and fished and shared lifes ups and downs together.tonight i find myself all alone here missing him . tomrrow he leaves for boot camp tomorrow and i was worried bout him but he seems to have it under control. me on the other hand . am having problems dealin with it. i feel as if my life is walkin away from me and then i feel the pride that he has givin me for doin so well with this he is turning into a fine young man, to my amazement he surprises me with how smart he is on what he going in for.
i feel alone and happy its a torn emotion. i am proud of him and i love him and support his decision .. and god will watch over us and guide each of us as our lives grow apart.
