Inside
A spider web of doubt, surrounds my soul. It’s sticky strands, lock my existence into place. Into a shadow of eternal blackness. In an empty bottomless pit of hate. Anxiety and fear waste my time away. I enjoy the ride, a roller coaster of fear. On which I dread the end, but fear the beginning. To live a life of lifeless living, to live through a deadly end. I say goodbye to you on the outside, but will always hold on, on the inside.
PLEASE DON'T RIP MY PRIVATE MATERIAL. THESE ARE MY PRIVATE AND REAL EMOTIONS. PLEASE RESPECT THAT, THANK YOU.