My first blog was inspired by one of the best days in my life. I try not to fool myself into believing that this is a world where we can all be happy, but for one night I let my skepticism go, and enjoyed a beautiful summer night with someone that has the potential to steal my heart. For the first time in a long time I felt that there was someone that had my back, the way that I so readily do for my loved ones. How do you let love go? I asked myself that for a long time, but I finally realized that if you love someone, but they choose to keep you outside their hearts... that is not love. The body, soul , and mind work in weird ways, in that emotions are based on a one way perspective that can be very deceptive in situations of love. Or maybe its because Im young, and unaware of the signs indicating deception. Either way emotions can be invoked even when there is no "genuine love in the air." Sometime you are deceived, sometimes you deceive, and sometimes you deceive yourself. Reality eventually, through the grace of God will set in and you will look within yourself to acknowledge the truth for whatever it is. And if you are willing to do the right thing...it will be done. "When your dreaming with a broken heart... the waking up is the hardest part, she takes you in with her crying eyes.... then all at once you have to say good bye, wondering could you stay my love, when you wake up by my side, no she can't... cause she gone." Not to say that I don't believe in love, because if I didn't I wouldn't go out and make an effort, but sometimes you can't help but to question it. To those that are blessed with the opportunity, it can be a beautiful thing. Sometimes its the most beautiful part of a couple's lives. Life after my first love.
-An excerpt from life.
