ErnDog's blog: "my shoulder"

When one looks into ones heart and sees the pain one feels.It tears the other person to pieces knowing that person cares about someone.A person can tell alot about ones soul looks into their eyes,or heart.We hurt the ones we love and not mean to but it is out of our control.When you love someone and hurt them usually things one does or their actions that can make one fall in love.The ones you love are those that care and when they get hurt their soul dies with their heart and it shows one that we all make mistakes in life no one is perfect.

I have such great friends that care and see that if i am in trouble come and help me when i need them. And I couldnt make it without them. To all my friends this is for u...

Everyday there is a child that dies from child abuse this vicious circle must stop but it doesn't u see on the news that 1 in every 5 children die from this and it is just wrong. I had two very close friends die from it and it hurts to know that many others will too, Unless we do something stop the pain. This blog goes out to the many children who have lost their lives to that vicious circle of child abuse..WE WILL MISS U AND OUR PRAYERS ARE WITH U.....

What hurts the most is not being able to say goodbye to someone u love. But as long as u have friends that care about u and u can hang on to them its all that matters. I didnt have anyone to hang onto when I lost my grandpa but now I know its ok to cry but I feel like sometimes I cant go on but I know I have to for the sake of my friends. I have had rough times lately and not knowing when the time is going to come to say that goodbye to my mom but I am going to need all the support I can to get through it since She means alot to everyone in my family...But what hurts the most is knowing that day is coming and no where to run or turn...

The day of Sept. 11 was a tragic day we lost many innocent people that day to a disaster that took our country by surprise. The many that died are not forgotten they are still in our hearts. Now we are fighting to rebuild our country after such a terrible onslaught of murder that should have never happened but it did and no we have payed the price cant the fighting just stop. It will always be rememebered in our hearts of one of the most devastating days we have ever seen in this country since we lost so many May god be with all the ones who lost their loved ones in that tragic day.. God Bless The Usa.. We will fight for our beautiful country so that it may once prosper.

As I look out on the ocean I see nothing but waves. The rays of sunshine cloud my eyes so I can not see the boats that travel the many seas. I often wonder are there angels out there that look over us as we walk on the sandy beaches. I guess there are some as when it rains they are crying for the lost souls that have lost their lives to the raging sea. If u ever go to the beach listen to the waves they call out names of those lost and those u love. As I go to the beach I sit in the dunes listening hoping to hear the sounds of the birds singin' the praises of the mighty angels who watch over us.

It All Started About two weeks ago,When I went shopping at the mall.I met a girl there And we just seemed to hit it off really well.We decided to go to go to lunch together and before we knew it the mall was closing.I had crazy idea of hiding out in a closet somewhere til the mall was quiet,And then we would have the whole place to ourselves,Where we could eat what we wanted,like Kings and Queens,watch some tv and sleep on some of those plush beds they always had been advertising about.She seemed to like the idea as well so we found our closet and were really quiet until it was time to hit the mall Punkstyle,Everything was going according to plan when all of the sudden a security guard showed up,And we had to hide once more.Only this time we didn't really have any place to hide except under the bed we were on.After he left she went crazy on me And did everything that could be put in these words:There really is a Heaven after all!!!Because that is how I felt afterwards. ~ErnDog~

Brothers are there to stick by one another and I have one that has done that he has been there beside me through thick and thin. My brother is the one who has helped me through a lot of stuff when we were growing up. The times that I was having trouble in school he helped me when I asked. We even go to games together and bs about old times like we did when we were growing up. I look up to my brother and this is something that i never thought I would do is look up to someone as much as I have looked up to him throughout the years. He is an angel in my eyes as far as I can see it and for that I thank him I love u bro and stay the way u always have been.

A true friend is one who stands by you no matter what and I have 4 very good examples of this. One of them is Penny she has been there for me through everything and for that I am grateful. She has the biggest heart any one could have and if anyone ever stomped on it I would stomp on them.. Or they would have to go through me to get to her.. Penny I love you with all my heart and always will..

why do i feel pain for others, I dont know maybe its because I care so much for ppl and they dont see it, maybe its because i can see where they are in their life and reflect back when I was in there shoes. But I think the main reason I feel pain is I dont want ppl to make the same mistakes I made when I was growing up. My friends are the ones i count on and no one else...This is why I feel pain for others is because I understand where they are coming from as the saying goes BEEN THERE DONE THAT!!!!!! that is true in my book....Thanks to all the friends that have been there for me...