For Her Sweet Brown Eyes
All I wanted for her.
Was a little life for her.
All I ever wanted was just to hear her sing.
And now I’m all alone waiting for this nightmare to end.
Wondering will she still be my friend?
For the song she sings, pain is all it brings.
From the moment I saw her.
From staring into those sweet brown eyes.
I knew I was in love.
For her I will not lie.
Deep In My Darkness Is Your Light
I fall so far without you!
In the darkness I will find you And bring you to the light!
I have been cursed and cannot see the light deep in my heart,
But maybe in time if fate allows forgiveness will come from our hearts
As well as the light I have so long wanted to protect you with. But no one is perfect and I Know I’m not, but to me you are and I do not deserve you!
It hurts me and the light grows dim
And I die more and more inside without anything to fuel
The fire that was once in my heart!
I’m sorry and I do not ask for forgiveness
Hopefully God will guide us together one day like we’ve always dreamed of us living.
I’m sorry and I’ll stay where I am, cowering in fear, dieing in my own,
Hoping to see you smile again...... but for now apparently darkness mask your face.
If I am the cause of your pain forget about me.
Do this please because it hurts me that when I see you,
You don’t smile and you hide your eyes.
State of My Mind
Do lies control the state we live in?
The final truth of a concept about truth
Being told would we still love each other?
Not being intimate does not scare me.
But loosing a friend for so long a friendship
Can leave a hole in the strongest people.
Lets not be enemies.
Passive-aggressive is what I am.
I can deal with truth for so long until I cry.
The world needs to stop for me but chooses not to.
I’ve learned to deal with pain.
So I can forgive now.
I have told where I am.
Where are you?
Where are we now
My darling, my friend?
Are enemies to the bitter end?
Where are you my love?
Without you I will only Descend.
I Destroy What I Make
Is this a dream?
It is like a Dream.
I manifest these things myself with the influence of others.
A dream is what I make in the wake of pain caused by others.
But this is not a dream.
My pain is relentlessly real.
The love and like I create for myself and others I sabotage.
Sabotage for love?
Sabotage for pain?
Yes pain an emotion I Know all too well.
This thing created in my personal hell.
I break you away,
When you come so close.
Life To What I Am
“but why?” They ask while I turn my back to the light.
A Question I can only Answer with my own contradictions.
It’s because of this I realize
In a dream I live.
In life I die.
I find the point where I can only ask myself why?
A question I give myself to kill truth and live contradictions.
“It is easier for a man pick the darkness over the light because it’s
so much easier to destroy the light inside oneself, rather then to
fight all the darkness around him. Fighting those demons can
destroy a man, but the benefit is immeasurable.”
For Her Sweat Brown Eyes Part 2.
All I wanted for her
Was a little life for her.
For all the thoughts she brings
All I ever wanted was just to hear her sing.
And now- I’m all alone- For the song she sings- Is Hell all it brings?
From the moment I saw her
I knew I was in love
From staring into those sweet brown eyes.
Makes me wonder what I’d do if she dies.
I would be selfish and cry.
Screaming to god, why?
Quickly to realize a smile has graced me again
When I light shines
And I see those sweet brown eyes……
R.I.P
Earth Possession
"I am Earth. I am a stone. I am strong. I am seemingly unbreakable. But in time from wind and water alone I can be brought silently down the mountain and broken."
