NikkolMarie's blog: "My Shit."

I dont want this moment To ever end Where everythings nothing without you I wait here forever just to To see you smile Cause its true I am nothing, without you Through it all I've made my mistakes I'll stumble and fall But I mean these words I want you to know With everything, I wont let this go These words are my heart and soul And I'll hold on to this moment you know As I bleed my heart to show And I wont let go Thoughts read unspoken Forever and vow Pieces of memories Fall to the ground I know what I did and how so I wont let this go Cause its true I am nothing without you On the streets where i walked alone With nowhere to go I've come to an end I want you to know With everything i wont let this go These words are my heart and soul And I'll hold on to this moment you know As I bleed my heart out to show and I wont let go In front of your eyes It falls from the skies When you dont know what your looking to find In front of your eyes it falls from the skies When you just never know what you'll find I dont want this moment To ever end Where everythings nothing, without you I want you to know With everything,I wont let this go These words are my heart and soul I'll hold on to this moment you know As I bleed my heart out to show And I wont let go I want you to know With everything I wont let this go These words are my heart and soul I'll hold on to this moment you know As I bleed my heart out to show And I wont let go...

i fucking hate stupid people. they piss me. you think that they would learn after the first time, but NO. that makes to muck freaking sense. Also, you think that they would learn from others mistakes. like wow, look what happened to them, i dont think that is a good idea. BUT NO. that makes too much freaking sense to. People like this i juss want to punch in the eye, no fucking joke.!!!

You Made Promises Ones That I Thought That You Would Keep Promises That Meant Something To Me. Things Were Just Fine, You Went and Ruined It. I Put My Heart Into What We Had. I Loved You More Then Anything, Made You My Everything. Then You Went and Broke My Heart. Promised Me That I Would NEVER Lose You. Promised That You Would Never Hurt Me, Promised That You Werent Like the Rest, When Put To The Test, You ARE Like The Rest.

Im sick of crying all these tears. i havent felt like this in years. u made me feel like a queen untill you turned mean. u lied. cheated. and god only knows what else. what do u want me to say? that im coming back? i dont think so. not after all that u put me through. ure juss not worth all the pain that i have felt and the tears that i cried. if i could take the time that i thought about you, talked to you, cried over you and spent with you. i WOULD be happier then i was before. maybe meeting you was a mistake. the biggest one that i have made. or maybe you letting me go what yours. who knowss. it dont matter in the end. were are NEVER to be again and being friends is juss going to make it worse. not talking to you at all is hopefully the best choice that i have made.

ITs Not Fair When You Say It Not Fair At All When You Say I Love You But You Dont Not At All Its Juss A Bunch Of Lies You Think Your So Kewl Untill You Get Played Juss Like The Fool That You Are You Think That Your Better Then Most Other Guys But You Tell Lies And Lead Us All On Break Our Hearts And Juss Leave Without One Word Without One Explaination So When You Read This I Hope You Understand Why Girls Play The Same Games The Games You Guys Play -Nikkol*Marie