Well I have met alot of fun ladies over the past couple of months I have to say i am still searching for my reason.When I was with an old girlfriend I remember having a reason to work harder,wake up,and pretty much know why I wanted to be anything in life was because I wanted to be with her.I wanted to buy her things not to just impress her but cause something I saw reminded me of her so I bought it.
I have not felt that way in some time.
I still search for my reason,my love,and that person who makes me smile just being next to me.I know most people want things in life and feel that having a status or high profile in life think thats important,but not to me.the only thing that I really want that could really give me any drive would have to be my reason.
some people get what I am saying some dont.Take it any why you want its just how I feel.
