my reality
my desire for him
so powerful, so poignant
it transports me to
a strange new state of mind
as if the desire for him
is a crystal with magical properties
enabling me to see
myself like never before
i see inside my mind
the self assured, self contained
person everyone sees
yet i am now aware of my
enigma never visible to me before
i see that within the cool,
analytical person i am lies another
an insecure, lovely woman
a secretly hungry creature
driven by emotional needs and wants
filled with a longing for more
an abstract and spiritual,
more then a physical peace
a true satisfaction...