lileigh760's blog: "My Rant"

What is wrong with you? Seriously? I mean I know us women aren't exactly perfect or anything but fuck! Some women are vindictive, mean, rude, liars, cheaters, and just plain evil but shit, the last 4 guys that i've been with, went out with, dated have been crazy. I'm not talking "haha he just jumped off a bridge into the river" crazy, i'm talking "He flips the fuck out when I talk to another guy even though we aren't tgether, and he rips my clothes off when I try to get away from him" crazy. So seriously, what is wrong with you? I love how you all sit there and say how you would never hit a women, and you respect her wishes, and you wouldn't ever disrespect her, and any guy that lays a hand on a female is a pussy and you'll "kick his ass" then you all turn around and do the same fucking things that you talk shit about. I just don't get it, is there something wrong with me where I just attract that kind of guy, or is there seriously not that guy out there, the one that says what he means, isn't lying all the time, doesn't have freakish jealousy issues, and will respect my wishes, does hejust not exist? Or am I asking too much, what is it because I really don't get it and I really don't know anymore..

Ok so i've been sitting here thinking to myself and just being angry and pissed off, and decided why not share what conclusions i've come to. Fuck fake ass people who are only your friend to get somewhere in life, they aren't good people and your better off without them. They are a cancer in your life and you need to cut them out or they fill you with sickness. Fuck people who play with your emotions for fun. They live for head games because they can't control their own lives and need to play with peoples heads and e motions to feel better about their own PATHETIC lives. Fuck living by the rules. Don't get me wrong there are some rules that we need to live by to better our lives and keep us in line but most of them are just retarded. Fuck having regrets in life. Life is way too short and goes by so quickly to have regrets. Why regret something that at one point made you happy? Even if that something makes you sad now, it made you smile before and you learned from it, it might have been a hard lesson but thats what were here for, to experience things and learn from them. Fuck relationships. Honestly some people might enjoy them and are the "relationship" type but for me personally, they are way too much work, and trouble and you don't get nearly as good as you give. You try 120 percent to make someone happy and give them your all and chances are your only get 10 percent back, that isn't a relationship, it's just pathetic and why have a relationship with all the pain and suffering when you can get in, have a mutual affection for someone, maybe get intimate if thats what you feel like doing and then part ways as friends without all the hurt feelings, jealousy, and regret? Fuck liars. The kind of people who go through their lives lying because the truth scares them. What is the point? Why lie to people, especially those closest to you? How can you expect to trust others when you aren't trustworthy yourself? If you go into a relationship/friendship based on lies then you deserve whatever you get in the end. Fuck people who think they are better than everyone else. Who do you think you are? What gives you the right to put yourself before others and talk down to them? Your station in life says nothing about you personally, just because you were born rich or beautiful or priveledged doesn't mean your a better person than anyone else, it just means you were fortunate, so be grateful don't use it to hurt others or to try and make them feel like shit. Well thats the end of my rant I guess....Just thought i'd share some of the crazy thoughts in my brain....♥Adrienne