Melissa's blog: "My Poems"

As I wake by your side, My feelings for you I can not hide, I touch your face in the morning light, Being with you just feels so right You make me feel like I'm a queen, Like being inside an awesome dream, Although this is real, that I know, As the love that surrounds us continues to grow I think of what the future holds... Marriage, children, us growing old, And as I lay, with you dear, I'm just so glad you're mine, you're here.

The red rose whispers of passion, And the white rose breathes of love; O, the red rose is a falcon, And the white rose is a dove. But I send you a cream-white rosebud With a flush on its petal tips; For the love that is purest and sweetest Has a kiss of desire on the lips.

A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong.

I haven't any talents, No brain And no beauty, But the heart that beats within, Every purity pumped through me, Tries to demolish the blackness that taints my every pulse. And Each time it twitches, I feel it struggle more and more, Because this hell we call life Is forcing through innocence' doors.

I’m standing here in the dark, All alone in the middle of the park. Staring up at the waxing moon, Hoping that you will call soon. I’m pretending you are here, When you aren’t really near. You left my arms without saying goodbye, I guess I’ll never know why. My heart which is filled with love for you, Is praying that you love me to. During school I feel your stare, But I act like I just don’t care. You’ve hurt my heart and my feelings to, So now I never want to see you. Now that I’m standing here without you, I shall never again be blue. Even though you think it’s not true, I am already over you.

Love, love, love People say it's wonderful, Genuine and Sincere. They say it's a flower that Never withers. They say it's a melody, Playing sweetly in a lover's heart. I love you, is a beautiful discovery, When it provided someone with The greatest care and compassion. Love, love, love People say it's pain, twinge and blood. They say love is a deadly Sickness without a cure. They say it's a pest and You can never get rid of it. I love you, is the foulest message. It can trick anyone, strike someone And can even kill a young's heart. Love, love, love Until now no one can ever Witness its true meaning, Whether love is a passion Or whether love is a lie All though people judge love Differently from one anothers opinion, I believe it will remain meaningless. Sorry if I said too much. That doesn.t connects anything All I wanted to tell you, All I wanted to say and All I wanted to cry out from The beginning is I love you, And meanings of love won't affect that. Even if love is a beauty or a foul, That doesn't matter for me because, And because.......

This is a love I can't explain. It's a feeling I cannot change. Those thoughts of me and you... they still remain the same. I know the wrongs you've done and I know I've done some too but after all the pain, my heart still turns to you. We've caused each other harm and we've shed some bitter tears being with me was sometimes rough but we battled it through the years. I'm holding your hand. You're holding my heart. I know I have to leave and I know it will leave a mark. So here we are, face to face once more. Saying goodbye again as my heart and soul are torn. I don't want to open that wound. I don't want to feel that pain again. I'll miss looking at the moon, it's so much better when I hold your hand. I don't want to open that wound, I still need your gentle kiss. I don't want to open that wound. There's so much that I'll miss.

The greatest gift I ever knew Came from loving you. You've been my strength When I was weak. You've held me high To reach my peak. Your love for me I could never betray. From your gentle arms, Never will I stray. You've given a gift, So special and true, A gift I'll spend my life Giving back to you.

My heart burns with desire for you When you lie to me over and over again Especially when we are together And you tell me you love me and that you care If I could compare my heart to anything It would be to a wildfire burning to no end My heart aches with sorrow for you When I see you are hurting And when you see me hurting too If I could compare my heart to anything It would be to my knees, because they feel like falling to the ground and I feel like calling out for you to hold me My heart dies and turns into a lonely sulfur I told you "I Love You" I said I would forever You told me you loved me too Then you broke up with me If I could compare my heart to anything It would be to a cemetery on a dark, rainy night, raining without any end The only end is without you! Written for the one I love and I always will I told you I'd love you forever and I swear I never lied!!!

My love for you will always be real, But I just can't hide exactly how I feel. I don't know what I see in 'him,' Maybe it's the danger of knowing it's a sin. Maybe it's 'cuz he's unpredictable in many ways, and you're so.... responsible, each and every day. It's the way he shows his affection for me, He just doesn't do it so... casually. You tell me you love me, every second of the day, A normal girl would love that... but i'm just not that way. I'm not the mushy type- why can't you see? It's just not me and, probably, never will be. I don't want candy or flowers or rings, I just want a relationship that's filled with exciting things. Maybe I need to be taught a lesson, not to play with hearts, for they're not my possession. I think I shall have to learn it the hard way, and realize then... that bad boys don't like to stay.