Another lost day has turned into a hopeless night of sleep.
The Sun has been replaced with a thick darkened sky.
The Moon has barely cut her way thru the the black blanket.
The house has fallen silent.
Only one person awake.
Lost in her thoughts..
It's all been the same for the past 9 years.
All I want is something I'm afraid I can never have.
I look toward the sky for answers but all I ever find is silence.
I've begged and pleaded and i get no where.
I fight with everything I have til I'm about to break... and still.. nothing.
No answers are ever found.
Life will never work the way you want or hope for it to.
All that is definite about life that I've finally come to realize is that
There is only fate.
You're destiny's already set out for you.
You just have to find a way to make it liveable.
You have to find Your way to make life bareable.
My way is the people who are closest to me.