Not to sure where to begin on here or if i should even think about doing a blog, everytime i think about doing a so called blog to ease my mind, someone finds it and all hell breaks loose. maybe this is one place he cant find me and i can finally voice or write my thoughts and frustrations down, but right now my mind is a blank cause i am trying not to think about my situation here, what i am going to do with someone that is here or not do with them, am i going to leave or stay..have them leave or stay..just not sure at all right now. til later