Lady Amethyst's blog: "Lonely"

 I am so lonely, I'm in the process of a divorce with my husbnd, I only see my boyfriend only one day a week cause that is all he allows me to see him. When I want to come over more  he is always so busy, and or I feel like I am bothering him. And I talk to this friend in Texas but he is to far away from me to go out with for a night, so we talk on the phone. Just feel like that there is not enough love in my life. I miss being held by someone, and having  some one show me how much they love me. Wish I just had some love in my life that will never leave, be bored with me, or push me away.