Well..I dont even know if anyone will read this...but this is a quick summery of my life now.
On March 14th of this year, I got divorced from my husband of 14 years. It is the hardest thing I have ever had to go thru...and I wouldnt wish it on anyone. I loved him with my entire being...and even after he cheated on me I was willing to work it out....but he didnt want to be married to me...so I moved out and started a new life with my 3 daughters. They are the only reason I am still here now and able to even type to you now. I get my strength from them. They are my heros. I wish I could take their pain away, and promise them they will get over this..but I cant. I hurt like they do...but I will heal in time; they may not.
So now here I am..on April fools day..which is also my youngests birthday. I am waiting for her cake to cool as we speak so I can frost it and go to bed. It's 1:30 in the morning...but I dont even care. I want to see her when she wakes up to give her her gifts. This will probably be a birthday she never forgets as its the first that mommy and daddy arnt together. I will try to make the day as special as I can for her.
Well I suppose I can go and watch a lil tv till I can go to bed. take care....Joycie
