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My hair of black and eyes of brown,so very sweet and pretty I was.From another country way on down,fascinated by what she says and does.
I opened up to Him of long paincause I felt comfortable you see.I relayed him past and the strainabout a mother, father, brother and me.
I said I was his soulmate foundcircumstances brought us together.We felt love actually knew no boundflocked together like birds of a feather.
Raised without love I never feltsaid I knew no other way but use.These were the cards she was dealtbut still that is certainly no excuse.
Perhaps it was simply my own faultbut I believed in love and the power.The wound hurts like filled with saltany prospects of love again are sour.
I have fallen in love just twice in my lifewhen I was young and again much older.There's been other love and even strifemy heart has grown wise but now colder.
I know it's sad to say that and I do fretand feel I may be missing out on such.Looking back through life with regretto hope or love anymore hurts to much.
My smile returns to a fake There's nothing else for you to take I try to cover it as I mend my heartIt's no use I'm broken apart Into a million pieces I've been shattered Not that anyone cared not that it mattered The truth hurts more than I thoughtReality showing what I forgot My smile returns to a fake There's nothing else for you to take You took my heart when I learned the lie Inside I'm dying as I try To mend myself as best as I can Hoping that this won't happen again My days are long, my nights are cold Without you here for me to hold. You took my fears away, And made them true,Scared confused mindless clone, Delving deeper into the unknown, my heart is bruised my soul crumbled The deep despair of lovers rumbled. The time has come to change the pace Look ahead, erase, embrace The change has come upon my sorrow The tears will wait until tomorrow. The only regret I have is having to live tomorrow. For my past is full of sorrow, I still fight my wars each and every day. Just no fun, but instead, just tears and pain.
My smile returns to a fake There's nothing else for you to take I try to cover it as I mend my heart It's no use I'm broken apart Into a million pieces I've been shattered Not that anyone cared not that it mattered The truth hurts more than I thought Reality showing what I forgot My smile returns to a fake There's nothing else for you to take You took my heart when I learned the lie Inside I'm dying as I try To mend myself as best as I can Hoping that this won't happen again My days are long, my nights are cold Without you here for me to hold. You took my fears away, And made them true, Scared confused mindless clone, Delving deeper into the unknown, my heart is bruised my soul crumbled The deep despair of lovers rumbled. The time has come to change the pace Look ahead, erase, embrace The change has come upon my sorrow The tears will wait until tomorrow. The only regret I have is having to live tomorrow. For my past is full of sorrow, I still fight my wars each and every day. Just no fun, but instead, just tears and pain.
If only I could describe into words the feeling I have inside. As if Im under water and no matter how hard I kick my feet I just keep sinking deeper and deeper, until finely there is no more room for me to sink and Im stuck, as if Im a prisoner in my own pain. And I float there, at the bottom of everything and everyone. And I watch as the world slowly picks at my heart and soul until I no longer float but fall, and no one is there to catch me. And I scream, but nothing comes out, and I cry, but no one takes time to listen. So I fall. Thinking of the moments of pain the drove me sink so deep that I float and to float so far that I scream and cry and finely fall until I can fall no more it seems to simply be a reminder to get up and face the world. But as I do that and as my soul and heart crumble beneath my feet and I use every ounce of courage to stay standing, head up high, then I realise no matter how hard I kick my feet I will always end up sinking back down, so deep into pain, there is no point in standing proud. There is nothing to stand proud about, so I sink, then float then I fall and finally die for I can no longer hide and lick my wounds. My soul my heart my mind are all to scared I fall and fall and fall
No one knows even after I tell them because they hear me but don't listen
Until lightning strikes like a sharp pain in my side and it shows on my face; the hurt i always try to hide
I wear a mask, A mask that covers my pain, I wear a smile, A smile to cover my frown,
No one knows even after I tell them because they hear me but don't listen
Secretly I am sad, No ones here to hold me, No ones here to love me, I have no one,
My mask covers the pain in my eyes, My mask covers the pain in my face, My mask covers the pain in my heart, My mask covers the pain in me,
Until lightning strikes like a sharp pain in my side and it shows on my face; the hurt i always try to hide
I am but alone, I am but in pain, I am the only one, I put a mask on, To cover my pain,
No one knows even after I tell them because they hear me but don't listen
Until lightning strikes like a sharp pain in my side and it shows on my face; the hurt i always try to hide
