A disturbed one's blog: "My life."

Today on November, 4th, 2006 at 12:55 to 1pm Bear, Erin and I was in terrible accident... Our first terrible one in our life. Erin was a driver, I was a passanger, and Bear was sitting in back behind Erin... Two of us wore seatbelt, Bear didn`t. Anyways, we was sorta in hurry to be at the appointmet for Bear's Tattoo at 1pm in Aurora mall which is about 20-30 minutes drive. So then, Erin was getting off the highway toward the curve toward Denver, Erin did slowed down a bit but speeding still since we were in hurry. All suddenly, Erin lost the control of the car and drove off the highway then turned to other side of highway and then we crossed the highway curve and went dow the hill. Erin still tried her best to stop but she couldn`t, and then the car turned a bit to the my side and suddenly we flipped on my side and the roof hit down onto my head, we rolled down the hill three times. Bear crawled out of the back door window (since it was broken) and took Erin out quickly since her door was only available to open and side door was completely destoryed. So Bear took Erin out faster then he took me out when I crawled out. I stood there staring at Bear, then Erin.... And suddenly I broke down and cried so hard. My hands and legs was shaking so hard, I can`t even stand on my own... I was so scare... And I still am.

UGGGHHHHH!!1!1 Lyk... For a week I have stuffed nose which I thought I`ll have just cold. So once I came home from friend's house... I took Nyquil that my mom bought for me for my cold... Next morning, I cannot even move, every muscle in my body was in pain, I couldn`t help it but cried at how much pain I was in. I couldn`t even walk. I couldn`t even sleep... I was really tired, tired enough to sleep but I couldn`t. I couldn`t eat or drink because of my throat was killing me. I was shaking. I was shivering all the times, my body tempterture kept raising and dropping repeatedly so I kept on going back and forth bring so freeze then burned up. Once mother told me the dinner was ready, I was waiting for her to bring in food but didn`t... Stepdad came in and said dinner was ready like mom already said.. So I assumed I had to grab it myself... I stood up and tried my best to walk so I had to lean on anything that keep me from falling... And I only could walk to my bathroom.. Which is next to my bedroom. And surprisedly, I threw up with an empty stomach, it hurts like hell. I only threw up medicines I took that morning... That`s it. I told mom to grab my dinner for me in nice way and went back to bed, mom bought in my dinner so I ate my dinner while I was laying down... Weird, I know. I can`t even sit up either. After my mom took my plate out after I told her I was done through the text... I went to bed. The worse one I ever dealt with in my life with Cold Flu... I never threw up when I had cold flu. And I coughed blood at least twice last night. Today... I felt so much better but I have really sore throat, I can`t even talk. And even breathing through my poor nose. Life is hell.