DreamcatcherDTA's blog: "My Life Sucks"

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I have learned a few things, over the years. There is not enough laughter, and to many tears. I can't see a future for me. When I look ahead, fog is all I see. My daughter is my only light. Today, tomorrow and the rest of my life. I don't have many, that I can truly count on. That's a sad truth to face. It's what I have to embrace. I have loved, I have lived. I have been hurt, yet I still give. I give all of myself, to those a care for. My heartbeat is fading. My heart is on the floor. This is not meant for anyone in particular...just felt like writing tonight. It just one of those nights.

I've placed my heart, back on it's shelf. Way up high, keeping it for myself. Having it hurt, is no small matter. But why do I feel, Bruised...and battered? I never ask for anything, never expect it either. This way the disappointment, goes much easier. I will go through life, all by my self. I'll keep my heart safe, up high on that shelf. Written:9-18-07 0135 Written By:Dreamcatcher

I'm not a bitch...really I'm not. Then things happen and I get pissed. I have a LOT going on in my life. and while I realize everyone else has thier own version of things that are going on in thier lives. I must say that I am tired. Tired of being the one that is ALWAYS THERE! So that when I am down and out nobody cares. Tired of being the shoulder to cry on, Cause when I need one, no one seems to be around. I am doing so much on my own and I have so much happening in the next few weeks, like going back to work and trying to get my body back on that schedule and try to spend some time with my daughter, that people are really gonna get pissed when Im not there to lean on anymore!

Well it's happened again, ladies and gents!!! Yet another person that told me he loved me and told me he cared.....well let's just say, he lied. Apprently i'm not worth waiting for and apparently I'm not worth the wait. So now all I want is friendships with those I know and to hell with everything else.!!!

When you're down and out, And feel all alone. Who's there to pick you up? Me When shit goes crazy, And you can't hold your own, Who do you come to? Me When I have a problem, No one is there. It's almost as if, no one really cares. That's my leason in life, Or so it seems. So Here's to me

I am at a point in my life that I take things to seriously and I get hurt easily. So I am pretty much gonna say good bye to a few things in my life. My daughter is my main priority, so i will be thinking of her first. I've also gotten to the point where I think i am not supossed to be happy. Who knows. I'll be back when I come back.