THIS IS FOR YOU KAT
I WAS ALONE IN A WORD DEVOID OF LIFE
I LIVED WITH MY THOUGHT AND MY PAIN
YES I HAD LOVE AND LOST,AND KNEW THE COST
WAS SURE IT COULD NEVER EVER HAPPEN AGAIN
SO I SAT ON THE COMPUTER TO CUT THROUGH
MY GLOOM TO BRIGHTEN THE PLACE THAT HAD
BECOME MY TOMB
I WATCH THE PLAYER,THE LIERS,THE HURTERS
THE THEVES,SAW PEOPLE DISTROYED BY THEIR NEED
SO LONELYNESS AND DOUBT REMOVE ALL SELL ESTEEM
AND DEEDS TO TERRABLE YOU WANTED TO SCREAM.
I TOLD MYSELF I WON'T FALL FOR THE GAME
BUT THE STALKERS STILL TRIED NO MATTER WHAT
THE NAME IT WAS ALL STILL PAINFUL AND LAME.
THEN ONE NIGHT AT MY LOWEST DECLINE
SOMETHING GOT MY ATTENTION AND TUGGED AT THIS
DEAD HEART OF MINE,IT GAVE A LEAP AND MY EYE
OPENNED WIDE FOR THERE IN THE HUMAN WASTE
AN ANGEL APPEARED..NOT QUIET WHAT YOU'D EXPECT
IN A PLACE LIKE THAT BUT GOD SENDS THEM TO US
IN PLACES LIKE THAT,WE BEGAIN TO TALK YOU MADE
MY HARD HEART MELT WITH YOU I FELT THINGS I'D
LONG NEVER FELT,THINKS I WAS CONVINCED
WERE LONG DEAD AND GONE..MY HEART BEAT FASTER
AND SANG A NEW SONG AND I KNEW THAT OUR
LOVE EACH DAY WOULD GROW STRONG.
AND NOW I'M COMMITED AND READY TO CHANGE MY
EMPTY LIFE AND HEART TO COME TO YOUR
SIDE AND BE YOUR MAN..TO GIVE TO YOU AND YOU
ALONE ALL THE LOVE THAT I CAN,I KNOW I SCREW
UP AND TELL A BAD JOKE,MY TIMING SUCKS AND I
ANGER YOU SOMETIMES BUT I LOVE YOU AND PRAY
IT'S ENOUGH..GIVE ME THE CHANCE TO FLY TO
YOUR SIDE AND BE THE MAN YOU NEED TILL THE
DAY THAT I DIE...
I LOVE YOU MY KAT AND AM TRYING TO BE THERE
SOON!!
