I stop and I realize that you are on my mind
a lone tear slides down my cheek
To be loved as I love you is longed for
The bitterness and disdain over whelms me
I want to fade way like a shadow in the night
To leave this place without a glance
Knowing my life is not my own
Unconditional love for you keeps me here
even with the pain and lonlyness
I cannot escape to blessed peace
She said to leave you
To turn away from all your pain
That I am too good for you
I deserve love
But so do you
You may not love me
I am not your friend
I am your wife
Today people walk away with out a second thought
though I want to I can't
My life is not my own
When I vowed to you for better or worse
I meant it as much then as now
You own my heart
The keeper of my soul
My will is yours, you are my husband
My life is not singular but plural because you are in it
There is no mine but ours
The shattered pieces of my heart lay before you
I beg you to fix it
Take me back into your arms and heal me
Your love is all I need
Nothing else in this world is worth a damn without you
Even my life, for it is not my own.