Not much matters to me anymore.
This life has no meanings anymore.
I'm hitting rockbottom.
I lost everything I've ever wanted.
I'm pretty certain no one gives a shit.
My mother hates me and I hate her.
True hate.
Daily Threats, many insults.
I'm constantly being brought to tears lately.
I don't know what to do anymore.
I feel like I am dying.
Who knows.
Maybe I am...