well as many of u know my life has been hell these last few months and there is alot more to my being down that i really havent said anything about just yet im not hiding anything just when i find the right words and the right way to say it i will and i am thinking its better off me being single its like i have bad luck with men its like i touch them and they turn evil or dont want nothing to do with me avoid me or i dont exsist until they want something im getting to the point to where im giving up there is nothing or no one out there for me be sides my family and my bestfriends and a few other friends i do have left and when i do give up there is no turning back unless i think its time to but once my stubborn mind is made up thats it there is no perfect match for me