I remember the night
its all surreal to me now
but when i close my eyes
i can feel all the pain
and anguish rushing back
like im stuck in a hopeless nightmare
but you saved me almost like a heavenly thing to make that unbearable pain stop...
and because that you helped me you had to perish
you could have lived a good life but you wanted me to see that there is actualy good in this corrupt world.
sometimes i hate you for this i wish you wouldnt have traded me places.
then other times im so grateful...almost like a secnd chance..for hope
...but atleast when i close my eyes i can still see you thats why i would love to just sit there with my eyes closed forever so i couldbe with you to let you know that i never forgot you....because i know when i lift my eyelids you will be no where in sight