TO my knight in shinnung armour, why did it have to happen the way it did? why did u "Have" to decide what the out come of my life would be!!! WHY did u HAVE to decide? that one decision fkd up my life....those 7 minutes it took you to destroy 4 years for some one you knew for over 1 mo. WHY didi u Have to decice? You made me loose everything, feelings, love for other things, moods, character, internal sadness, my hopes, my dreams, my everything......... WHY DID U HAVE TO DECIDE? what happened to me u didnt ask me u told me? your desicion affected my life beyond belief, you said you would be my KNIGHT IN SHINNING ARMOUR, swept me off my feet lived a fairy tale life and loved you with every fiber i had in my body, now i write this on your birthday wishing and hoping i would have been celebrating with you, loving you, kissing you celebrating you, but WHY DID U HAVE TO DECIDE? and leave me behind......Happy Birthday to my knight in shinning armour, celebrate, love ,laugh, live, and Why?