well i went to court today and i have lost the battle for my kids.i feel like i have let my kids down. the kids live with my ex`s sister and her hubby.i could have hurt my ex when she told the judge she wanted the kids to stay with her sister cause i wont let her see them. she forgot to tell the judge i wont let her see the kids cause of her crack addiction problem.i been fighting 3 years for my kids. ever feel you fight for some thing for so long and you just give up?
i just feel it is time for me to give up, is that wrong of me or should i try to be the best father i can?
sorry it may sound blunt but i`m still trying to let it all sink in what happened today
mike
