I don't know how some will feel about this but I am really excited yet a little scared about my Husband coming home.I mean I am sure he is still the man I fell in love with but you know they say they change when they have been overseas.And I can tell in his voice that he has somewhat but I am just a little worried about how much he actually has changed and if its good or bad.He will have been gone 9 months when he comes back for his R&R.Thank God though it wasn't the whole year like first talked about.We plan on having our bigger wedding when he is home this time.My brother is said that whatever he acts like remember he went through alot over there and there just things he can't tell me or just isn't ready to tell me and that I need to understand that he is probably just as scared coming home and not knowing everything thats happened while he has been gone.But either way EXCITEMENT and just a little scared but if we weren't meant to be then we wouldn't have gotten through all the struggles that we had with me being in the hospital and his training and then deployment and more surgeries for me while he has been away.I have to say I have one strong husband for dealing with me here having surgeries(mind you he doesn't have much contact with me so when he finds out he finds out from his mom about me,so he probably thinks about that alot too not being here) and then over there at the same time trying to keep safe.I just got say that for all the people with spouses in the military as me i support you and you are just as strong to stay with them and support them.They need someone who loves and cares for them also.
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