hmmm..tonight i was just reading to other people's blogs and how their life was going on..and i was thinking that i rarely do that..most of the time i'm hiding myself behind the funny stuff and have a wall arround my heart..not because i'm heartless but just cause i got so many feelings..so sensitive..i don't want to be in that way..but i can't change it anymore..too much stuff has happened in my life..to trust others with my heart..so many people who are playing..i'm no ball to play with although i'm a playfull person..so many sides..it's full of opposites..i guess some one has to find his way to get through to reach it at the end..
