Thank you all for leaving me a comment or relpying this.. As you all said, I am going to try to surround myself with friends and If I want to talk about I will pm one of you.. But till than I will give you all updates on me and my grandma.. But the question is where am I going to live and how am I going to do it on my own.. I really don't know.. But my guess go to my mom or start trusting her, but I don't want to and I have my reason why.. Thank you all.. I will keep you all posted about this..
Virgo24
