Well it is day by day.. All grandma kids are here and grandkids.. I am crying my eyes out.. I love her so much.. She is slipping away very very slow.. I will miss her very much.. I don't know what I would do when this happens.. I know I am screwed because I need a place to live on my own.. I really don't know what is going to happen to me.. If I do get my own place I will have to wait to get my own computer and my own stuff but place if you all want to know how I am doing I have my girlfriend sabby to give you and update ok.. um if any one lives in the States I may give them my Cell phone number.. All I have to say is I am looking at the old pictures with my grandma in it and I was crying so hard, I will never forget that day to be honest.. I really love her to death.. I am really really close to my grandma, but it is going to be really hard of me for the next couple of years and knowing that she is in or going to be in a better place.. I know that for sure.. Saying thank you to her for taking care of me when I was little and thank you to her for making learn what I have to learn.. I am so thankful to have a really good grandma I know that.. I will always love her and I will always remember the good times we had in the past.. I will keep on telling my kids about their great grandma what she did to me over the years.. I really love her.. I will always be strong.. So I am so thankful as of today.. Thank you all for helping me out.. I don't know what to do on my online family.. Thank you..
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