well october first wow were has the time gone? im just sittin here thinking of all my people that i have come to know and be with,and thinking to myself how lucky i am to have so many great people in my life .and i was also thinking that how great it is to have people like you in my life, you see i am a shy person and to be able to meet people like you it has been fantastic for me i only hope that the people that i have met on here will get the chance to no the real me and be a part of my life. So with that said i just want to say thanks to all the great people that took the time to rite me and gave me a chance ,to listen to my foolish that i may have said and putting up with me !if your wandering if i'm leaving you im not. this is just been on my mind and i had to let all of you know how i feel and how thankful i am to be a part of your life as well, so lets try to keep in touch your good friend john .