today is the anniversary of my Best friends death.
I will not be on here today, I just wanted everyone to know why!
Setaro was the most beautiful person I have ever met...when I saw him smile, I saw pure beauty and life......
I miss you my sweet Setaro! with every part of my heart!
Death is inevitable
You know it will happen, but
Never prepared for how it feels.
It never feels the same twice,
Neither worse, nor better
Just not the same!
When I lost you,
My heart was ripped open,
and closed at the same time.
Unexpected, and unexplained.
I saw you rarely,
but thought of you always,
You never left my side, but you
were never there to feel.
You will be in my heart forever,
but never in my arms again.
My heart aches for your company,
your smile, your warmth,
YOUR BREATH!
I am empty inside, but I am
Filled with Wonderful memories.
Memories that I don't want to lose,
But I don't want to think of them.
I am so happy thinking of you,
then all my happiness is drained
away....Knowing, I will never see you again
in this life.....
Waiting for you........
Waiting for your love.........
Waiting for my Michael........
I miss you every day, and will for the rest of my life, my beautiful Setaro
Love,
your prairie girl
