Yesterday, I had a call from my OBGYN office explaing to me the results from the LEEP they had preformed and it wasn't good I do have cervical cancer now the doctor wants me to see a oncologist cancer specialist, I don't know what to do aymore my brian is like mush right now it fucked me up to hear what she had been telling me, I called my husband at work to tell him the news he had come home and the doctor wanted to sit down an talk with the both of us so we went there an talked he said that the tumor was deep in the margins which I don't know what the hell that is but anyways I'm freaking out and scared as hell to what this other doctor is going to tell me, also I had a call from my sister yesterday telling me that my mother was in the hospital with Pneumonia it's in her left lung, I tried talking with her that day before she had went in and she was off the wall wasn't saying much and just babbling, I guess from what the doctors was saying she wasn't getting enough oxgen to her brian and thats what was causing her to talk that way, anyways guys ( PLEASE PLEASE ) pray for her & I both, right now I've got to have all the support in the world because at this point and time I'm losing it bad.... I'm sure you all know that I have serve depression and my family doctor had put me on CYMBALTA, also I am taking XANAX, thats for my nurves I'm on the 2MG which doesn't seem to help any at all but I think I've said enough for now and I do hope that you all keep me & my mother in your thoughts & prayers.
Much love from your friend Jaime!
