where do i begin... suicide rate is at its highest around the holidays. i allways wondered why but now i know. just less than a week ago i found out that my suspicions were correct my wife of 13 years is having an affair when confronted over it she denied it saying i was being an ass and overbearing for no reason so while i was at work she led her mother to think i had be come this big asswhole and wanted to leave she took everything but the computer.. she tore down my christmas decorations took my 3 children and all my furniture and left saying it was because of all my accusations .. well hell what do you know but i cought her.. today.. now she still says its my fault what do i do .. im so depressed i cant hardly function at work i cant eat i cant sleep and when i do i sleep for 10 - 12 hrs straight waking up feeling more tired than when i went to bed .. im putting this out here to c if any one can relate and how u dealt with this cuz im going insane..