Why do all the guys I fall for make me cry? Why can't I fall for the guys that treat me decent? Every guy I have ever cared for, loved felt passion for has broken my heart. Over and over this happens! The first guy who truly broke my heart, was Dana. I was 18 barley out of highschool. I fell for him right away. But dated him for 1 month before I gave him my viginity. After that he quickly lost interest in me. Broke my heart. Ben was my second my first live with boyfriend. 3yrs we were together. I really thought I knew him. Then he cheated on me. Broke my heart. Gerry was my 3rd. My husband the father on my children. I knew when I moved in with him he was not a good person. I knew when I married him he was not going to be a good husband. But he loved me, and was oh so passionate. I loved him with all my heart and people can change right? Ya right! After 6 yrs. I finally left. Course now that we are apart, he suddenly is man of the yr, and some how I am the worhtless one.
After that there has been liar after asshole after heartbreaker! I keep hoping and praying for some one who will just treat me with kindness and respect! But of course those are the guys I just can't seen to fall for.
I am tired of crying.