hi a little about my self in the last 3 yrs i got divorce/lost my house,truck/dad die/lost a every day relationship with my daughter i still talk 2 her but i dont see her just when its convenant 4 the x ,every other weekend / lost a couple of friends 1 accidental overdose,and 1 car accident.other than that lifes good i have 2 wonderful jobs 1st job 40 hrs a week i do all phase of construction from start 2 finish other is part ownership in a towing company.1 ill miss my dad and i still have memories of him about everyday that brings tears 2 my eyes ,memories of friends, whats got me is my divorce iam over it and we r friends but the way it went down we were married for 13 yrs counting the two years it took for the divorce to go though and 16 yrs we were a couple.she was my world at 1 time i wouldve loved her till the end .than there came the day she told me day b4 thanksgiving and here were her words i want a divorce cuz u have been raping me and told me it was 67 times she said she told me no at first but later would give in 2 my foreplayin with her. on that note she said i need help with my sexual desires /but wouldnt let me go take classes/and now she is dating and has been for 2 yrs me on other hand find it hard to leave the house . ive havnt had sex in 3 yrs/except with myself if ur countin that .i find it hard 2 love another when i loved 1 for so long .and i will always love her for the fact that shes my daughters mother .but find it hard to love the way she ended it and moved on .all theres left 2 do now is fix my broken heart and move on love will find me again someday....